Sick :(

So, I'm sick. I have strep throat. The good thing about being sick is that I just want to lay in bed and not move and my appetite is gone. I ate breakfast this morning, and now I feel like throwing up. It hurt my stomach. Whenever I get sick, it feels like my stomach ulcers (mentioned in my very first post) act up and make me very uncomfortable when I eat. All I had was a tiny bit of soup and some hot chocolate and I feel like I just ate a four course meal. My stomach hurts so bad and I just feel like throwing up. So, you see, its a blessing and a curse. I hate feeling this way, but at the same time it feels good to know my body is rejecting food.

Other than that, all is well. How are you guys?

My Apologies

I'm so sorry I've neglected this blog for so long! Things have just been really crazy for me lately. I've been super busy with my last semester of high school. I graduate in May (yay!). So, I've been trying really hard to do well in school and apply to different colleges and such. It's a grueling process, really. But I'm trying my best! College will be amazing though. I am absolutely not living at home. And you know what that means? 24/7 access to an on-campus gym and controlling my own diet. No more mom doing that for me :) Can you say glorious?

But like I said before, I've had a ton going on these days in my personal life. I try not to get super personal about things outside the realm of ED, because I'm super paranoid that I'm going to get a stalker or worse, have someone figure out who I am. I know I'm hiding, but I like it that way. This is the only place where I can be open and honest about Ana and not be judged for it though... I hope that made some sort of sense.

And a big thank you to those of you who read my blog. I know I don't have many followers, but I do appreciate those of you who are here for me. I love hearing how you guys are doing, so please comment and let me know you're still alive!

I love you all <3,

Ky